I Just Want To Be Normal

I want to be able to get out of bed.

I want to be able to get in a car without having constant panic attacks.

I want to be able to sit through a whole movie.

I want to be able to be around new people.

I want to stop fearing for my life every minute of it.

I want to feel accomplished and not terrified.

I want to make great things, and stop fearing rejection.

I want to enjoy concerts without immense paranoia.

I want to be able to sleep without tossing and turning for hours until the sun comes up.

I want to smile 100% of the time and not fake it 50% of the time.

I just want to be normal like everybody else.